I feel like I’m 22 going on 45. I’m working 51 hours a week, I spend my free time running errands and cleaning. Ellie is kind of interrupting my love life, I swear in 3 days she has cock blocked me twice. But we always manage. I still don’t have cable and internet because Comcast is fucking stupid. I am enjoying “parenthood” though, Ellie follows me everywhere, and she is always at my feet. And Drew and I are great, he is gone a lot for fun stuff and I am gone a lot for work, but we make time for each other. This is pretty much my whole summer, then in August I start my last semester of college. eeeekk.

I must be dumb, ugly, and horrible.

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Pretty sure I’ve been so dog crazy lately because I feel really lost and am just looking for something to fill the hole. I don’t know what that hole is, but I know I bought a car back in october to fill it, and now I need something else. I should probably pay off the first hole filler before I get a second. I don’t even know what my problem is. I have literally everything right now, and even though I’m so happy I’m also so lost. I hope once I get settled into my apartment that things will get better.

I stepped on the scale today, and weighted in at 119lb. Since I started my new job my fried food intake has increased and my weight has decreased. Life is good.

Drew and I found a husky puppy on Thursday.It was 1700 dollars! They told us they lower prices when puppies arent sold in a week. So we agreed that if we go back and she is still there and cheaper we will go halfsies on her. We are going on wednesday! She is too beautiful to still be there though :-( I bet she sold.

It’s summer time. Drew and I have gotten our new apartments, we are in the same building and I live right above him. I’m excited for the new place but, I don’t want the summer to be here. In another month Drew is going to be leaving the country for 5 weeks. I’m not sure the last time I dreaded something this much…

always!